Games night

Friday night this week was games night with the gang at cdans. Had pastamania for dinner and then off we went to cdans. As the bowling lanes were all full, we put ourselves on the waiting list and went to play laser quest. Man, it was one hella workout, much more fun than running on a thread mill man. I'm the black sheep of the red team with only 74 points with the highest at 307 points by sammy. Made our way to the alley after laser quest and it was still fullhouse so we had to wait and kill time by watching "little nonya" on tv and playing games. Finally after 3hours on the waiting list, we got 1 pathetic lane for 8 players so we had to tac-team. It was the best bowling game ever played in my entire 19yrs, so freaking hilarious with my favourite bunch of pple in the world. I could've died on the spot from all the laughing gas in me.

Time passes so quickly when u're having fun, we ended 3 games at 1+am. 8 of us squeezed into sammy's car to the petrol kiosk for he needed to top up his tank and we needed to withdraw cash. Fang and i cabbed home and now, home sweet home. What an awesome way to kickstart my weekend :) Thanks guys!

Oh i wanna add, 6/8 of us were from aes bowling team and our scores were so embarassing. Out of 3 games, only 1 team made it pass the 100 points mark. If uncle danny (coach) were to see our scores, he'd wanna bury his head in the ground. lol

the power of love? lol

Simi grapes?

Congrats to uncle alfred and wife on their marriage. Attended their wedding dinner last night, no pictures. While playing the traditional "sabotage" created by the uncles of the huge "Ng" family, as the bride was pushing the ice-cold-egg up his pants and then u-turning at the groin area to push the egg down and out from another leg, a friend of the groom went right up and crushed the eggs, and in the end, the groom had to send the guests off with egg smeared at his groin area. lol poor thing.
And "bordeaux wine test" got postpone to today, which means later, and i've yet to lay hands on my notes since i brought it home. It's like learning french & grapes from a book. Yah, i've to study grapes -_-!
Damn it! My dying wish to shop like a queen in bangkok is dashed again! Everytime i nearly made it there, the stupid thais decided to protest at their airports. like wtkkj?

my eyes are screaming for the sight of you

I felt like i havent been blogging for a long time. Last fri was the long awaited wine tasting session during beverage class. we got to taste 1 white wine, 3 red wines and 1 dessert wine. We, amateurs, were made to distinguish the flavours by smelling and tasting. Many of us were like "eh, okay what's their differences again?" And obviously, amateurs loveeee dessert wines cos of the high sugar content in it :) some of them couldnt hold 5 glasses of wine, barely even 3 sips for each glass, their faces were heating up, some were on their way to highland (getting high), haha and a girl from China puked. lol
As for the weekends, played mahjong for 3 consecutive days. Fri night at fang's friend's place, sat night at my place, but only for a short period cos after kanghao left, we were short of a player and sun, with fran and mom. "san jiao" mahjong haha nothing to do on sundays la. I think i'm gonna be sacked from coldrock soon. skipped work twice in a row this week. i wanna quit already man, what a pathetic job.
And mon, got a trim at my aunt's salon after project meeting.
Wow, how time flies man. The dragonboat incident's anniversary was a few days ago. It felt like just a few months ago the incident happened and now, it's been a yr already.
On to a happier note, another month and we'll bid yr '08 farewell and 2 more weeks, i'll get my well deserved 4 weeks break. Ok now, back to studying more wines :(

e: "louis, i want bao bao!"

Shucks, we dropped kel's cam and now we have to pay for the repairs which costed us 100buckeroos each. hais, what luck. with the pathetic pay at coldrock...hais!
Gave the "pcd doll domination" event a miss bcos i was too tired that i ko-ed not long after the clock striked 7pm. and today, after a hilarious day in sch, met pat and the guys at al-azhar for some prata-oh-tata.

zoukout, anyone?

Roaaaaarr!

Sat was donovan's 19th birthday so we threw him a little birthday dinner, after 10pm, because sherie had to work. initally agreed on steamboat but due to some last min changes, we settled for nydc and then to balcony for some drinks. an annoying bitch was attached to our orders, she was really rude but it was dono's birthday, we did not want to dampen the fun. after we parted ways, fang, cindy & i went over to fang's friend's house for a fair bit of mahjong which won us 21$kaching$!! :D
and today(tues) was kel's last day working in the zoo as an animal presenter so we decided to visit the zoo while she's still with them, and also that i'm havent visited it in a really long time. it was fun meeting all the animal friends i havent seen in a decade, but at the same time tired from all the walking and following her around as she did her thing during the animal feeding periods made my right thigh ache now. i shall do up another post about the animals when i receive more pictures from kel's cam that me and ruyi accidentally dropped, and now it needs repair :( sorry!!i shall leave u with this extremly adorable caucasian infant i saw. i secretly snapped a photo while his parents were not looking. oh btw, his dad is hot man.

and kel also won 4 tix to the "doll domination" by pcd at zouk tmr. i'm not a huge pcd fanatic but since it's free and it's zouk, why not? :P

Why

The current fav music on my playlist is "why" by secondhand serenade. i think certain lines of the lyrics remind me of how i feel, especially when i'm alone on bus rides and ur face just pops into my head. i cant seem to find it on imeem and post it here, i think u should go listen to it. it's an awesome song ;)

Why-secondhand serenade
The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most?
Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing
I promise you
I will bring you home
I will bring you home

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

i want

today, i received a msg from cindy that reads,
"i dunno why but i suddenly miss u! Eee."
those who know cindy, u should know that she is not a person who expresses her lovey-doveish to us. haha so it was really awe. :) i love u and u know that

and today, wanted to donate blood in sch during the blood drive bcos the last time, i was terrified by the thought of the thick needle poking through my skin. err! and i felt guilty afterwards for not donating so i sweared this time round, i'll do it! but i'm having a ear infection so i wasnt suitable to donate. aww, too bad. next time round then.

i want i want....
i want to go bangkok and shop till i fucking drop!
i want 2 tattoos but no $$!
i want a tongue piercing but got stupid f&b prac!
i want to force myself to gag whenever i put something into my system but thinking about the consequences, i think better not.
i want to have a haircut but so far, all the hairstylists i have came across just makes me dissatisfied!
i want to do something about my life because it currently stinks but i'm just too freaking lazy.
i want to call and tell u i miss u but i know nothing's gonna change.
i miss u,
A K :(

hate and anger

Going private. For how long, i dont know.
I just need a space to vent the anger within me, where i can blabber about how fucking unfair life is. i dont like to talk about my feelings verbally because i hate to see the expressions on pple's faces. dont tell me to compare it with those less fortunate cos i dont fucking give a damn, my expectations is not their expectations. the people i live around is not the same they live around. i want the best, and i dont get the best. in this stressful shit life that i lead, when i dont get it, i get fucking pissed. and why should i even bother about how the others feel when i cant even love myself. i admit that i'm a selfish bitch and it's just me. it's not like i want to be, but it's just that it's been cultivated over the crap 19yrs of this shithole life where i watched everyone and everything in my life and not once did i feel that it was fucking fair. why is it that some stupid annoying pple that have mouths as foul as garbage leading such a fucking lucky life?! just because of a pretty face? and i dont get why some pple can still lead such a happy life after bringing so much hurt into someone else's life! i hate myself for not being able to accept pple for who they are. i hate myself for always wanting to compare. i hate myself for being so jealous and petty about everything. seriously, what have i done.
save ur comments for urself and i dont need pity.

still living in me

Friday was edward's birthday and the usuals had dinner at Din Tai Fung as requested by ed. oh man, now i'm craving for some xiao long baos. After dinner, a few of us tagged along with ed, sher, cin and sam to their homes to drive their cars to sam's place and gathered there before heading out to west coast park altogether. it was one hella night, we all got home sticky and sweaty especially louis! he was practically soaked in his sweat. ewww..haha anyhow, happy birthday ed. hope u had fun and liked the present and ur hair's stylo milo man. :)
sorry for the poor image quality of my lousy camera. they didnt bring their cams so i had to use my cam that sucks big time to take pictures. the pictures taken in the dark turned out like shit, not gonna post them.

i need a change in my life. it's so mundane :(

THE DAY

So, today's nov 4th, it's THE day. haha amd i'm proud to say, i've got my freedom to the highway! lol like finally. after dragging the entire course for nearly 2 years, i can finally bid bbdc farewell. finally can stop saving money for driving. hurray! notice i said 3 "finally(s)", because it's really FINALLY! i'm so thankful i've got a lenient and friendly tester which eased my anxiety. Thank god!

i'm flying overrrr the mooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..:)
now i wish i have a car to drive :(

lets talk halloween

Last last yr was the 1st time in my life i celebrated halloween in pat g's condo. last yr, didn't manage to go cos i couldn't get a costume. so this yr, by hook or by crook, i made it for halloween.

we queued, okay maybe not so much of me, but sher and mel started queuing outside zouk at 8pm, and at 10+pm, it says "tickets sold out" when we were just 10 steps away from the freaking entrance! in the end, we ended up at taboo. for those who dont know taboo, it's a gay club. okay, enough said, lets move on to pictures.

1 halloween night wasn't enough, so we had a post halloween bbq at samuel's house on sat evening. that sat was one hella long day. barely sleeping pass 2 hours, i had to wake up for school, and then followed by some last minute groceries shopping for the bbq with pat. rushed home, marinated the meat and then zoomed to samuel's house to feed the angry stomachs of those whom were there already. the saying goes, a hungry man is an angry man. same thing, pictures talk, i shut up.

and today, meaning mon, met my groupmaties in town for project but unfortunately, or perhaps fortunately, the hotel wanted us to email them to seek approval to do our project in their hotel, we ended up shopping. hehe and then it was off to driving revision. tp's in a few hours time. hoho! not ready at all, good game!