i want

today, i received a msg from cindy that reads,
"i dunno why but i suddenly miss u! Eee."
those who know cindy, u should know that she is not a person who expresses her lovey-doveish to us. haha so it was really awe. :) i love u and u know that

and today, wanted to donate blood in sch during the blood drive bcos the last time, i was terrified by the thought of the thick needle poking through my skin. err! and i felt guilty afterwards for not donating so i sweared this time round, i'll do it! but i'm having a ear infection so i wasnt suitable to donate. aww, too bad. next time round then.

i want i want....
i want to go bangkok and shop till i fucking drop!
i want 2 tattoos but no $$!
i want a tongue piercing but got stupid f&b prac!
i want to force myself to gag whenever i put something into my system but thinking about the consequences, i think better not.
i want to have a haircut but so far, all the hairstylists i have came across just makes me dissatisfied!
i want to do something about my life because it currently stinks but i'm just too freaking lazy.
i want to call and tell u i miss u but i know nothing's gonna change.
i miss u,
A K :(